dear fellow netflix viewers

is it really that hard to keep a dvd clean? it is only in your possession for what, two, three days? maybe a week tops? some of us have been waiting patiently for that dvd to come to our house, only to put it in our player and find that there is some crazy scratch or something gooey on it. then it won't play in my computer. then i get pissed. real pissed. imagine that you were at school from midnight until 7 am. you go home and you are so excited to watch futurama season four disc four. then your computer can't read it. rude. so rude. maybe stop kicking it around the dirty floor in your sick ass house and don't let your dirty little kids touch it either.

geez.

sometimes...

like today, i want to punch someone real hard. right on the mouth.

i am such a debbie downer lately, everything puts me in a bad mood. everything pushes me over the edge.
boo.

like today for example, i called my pharmacy to refill my insulin. i have BARELY enough to eat things today. just barely. so i call in and they tell me i am out of refills. strange, because last month they said the same thing. they faxed my doctor and he sent in the refill. the box my insulin came in said i had TEN REFILLS. i am not sure how it went from ten to zero, but whatever. my diabetes doctor is not practicing anymore. last month around the 24th i received a letter saying he was no longer seeing patients, and that all future appointments were cancelled. so now i have to find a new doctor. fucking awesome. i doubt anyone knows a good diabetes doctor. maybe megan facer?

anyway, i just wanted to whine some more on the internet so i hopefully don't freak out at trevor or start crying randomly.