this is how i feel right now.

i feel crazy.

stupid winter. stupid SAD. i wish that it would hurry up and be spring already. i am so antsy for it to be sunny and somewhat pleasant again. i have early spring cleaning fever too. my life feels like it is in shambles right now, i want to deep clean and organize everything, sadly, i have little time to do this. maybe i will take a day off and get rid of a lot of the crap that is in my apartment.

i am suffering big time from seasonal affective disorder this winter. so is trevor. i started taking st john's wort and iron supplements a couple of days ago. hopefully that helps a bit. and vitamin D. i should get my lazy ass to the gym, that would probably help a lot too. but one thing at a time for now.





luckily trevor and i have each other and our little beast to keep us happy. she is amazing. except when chewing through chords. that is not so nice. she is getting so big, i want her to stay small. but at the same time i am excited to see just how monstrous she is will be. trevor and i both think she is going to be a giant cat.

pouty time.

here is my pouty list for today:
i didn't get my kitten
it is freezing in my apartment
there is no door to my back room, making the apartment much colder
i left my window insulation stuff at trevors studio
i cannot have a kitten until the 5th
my tv converter box did not come with one of the chords i need
the antenna is in the other room, so the converter box won't even work unless i move the tv

so i am just going to sit at the computer and eat oreos with peanut butter instead.


hmmff.